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Sometimes I cry so hard
So sick and tired of all the hurts
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Wednesday, April 20, 2011
school re-open! school re-open! first day? well, a bit boring. lesson start at 9 and ended 6. oh gosh. i hate Monday from now on. school was pretty alright. i joined malay dance, i don't remember what the group called. i will be dancing. a dream that will come true. work? this week working 5 days. next week also 5 days. hopefully can cope. argh! hopefully this happen for this week and next week. okay done talking. hee hee Friday, April 15, 2011
care and concern Does your care and concern gone for me? is there any care left for me? it is hurt when a person you love,doesn't show you care and concern anymore! is like freaking hurt in my heart! piercing thru my heart! Labels: 愛 Thursday, April 14, 2011
untitled From first day that i born to this world,my life was not freaking easy. I didn't have good life from young. When i was young, at certain age, i'm kind of different person. i don't have a lots of friend due my attitude and personality. All the people who around me totally disgusted with my attitude and personality. when i think back, i felt like a fool at that moment. so i don't have much a good childhood. I don't have nice, comfortable room to myself back then when my family was located in Taman Jurong. Now i have it but i always not at home. Left my room empty almost everyday. Crush?Boyfriend?Admirers?Special guys friend? Destiny?Love?Relationship? When i young, i was freaking stupid. If I like a person, i was like tell people, "Hey, you know what? i kinda have crush on that guy, i'm really do like him. would you mind do me a favor not to tell anyone?" yeah, of they would shut the f up right? So, end up being bastard by the people i told. dumb right. well primary school and early stage of secondary school's life. the past. now i in better stage of keep secret. If anyone got tell me their secret, i was yeah, i will keep it as secret, however in a minute time i forgot all about it. i don't remember any in fact. ha ha ha ha! isn't that funny? OMG! Now,i know how to keep my shut up about secret but yeah, i still have to tell my boyfriend if i got any problem, he will get mad if i kept it as a secret. And also i better at keeping others' secret due to my short term memory. i forget all about it the next minute. i'm way better person now. happier. cheerful. not that kind of cranky bitch. But i still that person who talk loud,i wish i can tone my voice down a bit. And And And also that Inconstant straightforward talking. sometime i just blunt out what i want to say. and it could be hurtful sometimes! *sigh* ha ha ha ha! I miss you man! If you know how i feel right now! yeah! okay, enough crapping around. just blogging for no reason. title was untitled because it was not really a post, just random post however true confession of my heart! can you hear my heart confessing something to you? ♥ syakilah Labels: random Monday, April 11, 2011
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twice don't know what wrong with me today. freaking sad ah. haish. i cried twice. wtf. I just don't get it why the guest like to make trouble for us who are serving em'. can they just stfu and give us some understanding? can they just don't make any trouble for us? what to do. work is always like that. work never been as easy as we thought. feel like give up working. maybe 3-4 years time. hmmm. see what happen next. Saturday, April 2, 2011
bullshit type of ppl i hate people who like to advantage of people's kindness i hate people who bossy i hate people, when i talk nicely to em', they raised their voice to me. if you think you dislike what i hate i'm sorry you can't change me to love it night people! |
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When i done crying,you're gone
Gone far away from this world |
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