Sometimes I cry so hard So sick and tired of all the hurts
Profile Syakilah211192 who I am, it's me to judge who i am. — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Speak Up & Listen ShoutMix chat widget Music Playlist at MixPod.com Exits HL My boss,lianshen ti Nurul aini My sis in law Past Stories ♥ April 2010 ♥ May 2010 ♥ June 2010 ♥ July 2010 ♥ August 2010 ♥ September 2010 ♥ October 2010 ♥ November 2010 ♥ December 2010 ♥ January 2011 ♥ February 2011 ♥ March 2011 ♥ April 2011 ♥ May 2011 ♥ June 2011 ♥ July 2011 ♥ August 2011 ♥ September 2011 ♥ October 2011 ♥ November 2011 ♥ December 2011 ♥ February 2012 ♥ March 2012 ♥ April 2012 ♥ May 2012 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Monday, May 21, 2012 My sleepless nights Okay. Again. I can't sleep. Why? I don't know. Seriously. Maybe a lot of things been on my mind. Mentally tired. Pysically tired. Maybe my passion have gone. I'm really tired of all those bullshits. I felt it's time for me to shut up and gave up. Cos i don't think i can do all those scolding and tolarate all the nonsense. Yes, i might not work 24/7. But those days that i work make me feel that i working everyday. I'm more stress than my full time sup. Why do i bother so much? Don't bother ah. If yesterday and yesterday, i must be bothered. But now i don't want to give a fuck. I guess i just don't care anymore. That's it. When i keep quiet, mean i don't care anymore. Which i know by doing that, outlet confirm going to be in a big mess. But then, who give fuck anymore. Since everyone is like not given a fuck about outlet, so i should follow suit. Too tired to bother. The more i bother, the more no life i am. Everyone like not doing their best. No fun anymore. So i supposed to now? Bring back to those fun time? Me alone doing that? Fuck ah! I not going to do that anymore. Seriously! Yeah i know majorly in outlet in mostly chinese but there are no reason to speak chinese the whole fucking time. No wonder some of them speak such lousy english. Well, like i say, i going to play dumb till next may. Well i have decided. Just shut up and enjoy free shows. Till i graduate. Monday, April 30, 2012 Clearer future Yup letting go of the past. So it will be clear for my future. Tuesday, April 24, 2012 unspoken thoughts how am i feel now? mixture. at a point of time i feel very happy another point of time i feel sad, frustrated, and wanting to run away far away from every single thing. people will ask, " are you out of your?" yes i am why? the reasons? i can't see my future clearly its like blur i dont know why what make me bother with all this things every single things what should i do? i lived my life with the flow sometimes i felt the anger but what the anger means i really dont know if i can run i will run far away leaving every single why must live agony is it because of.. maybe i just leave up to fate. inspiration my previous post is a lyric of a songs. this song inspired me to write a story. a story based on how a girl lose faith in loving guys. im been wanting to write about it but i have no ideas how to start on it will try to start on it soon Kebahagiaan Dalam Perpisahan Tak perlu ucapkan sepatah kata Kerna lantang terbaca dari muka Kau dan daku sudah tiada Keserasian di jiwa Mungkin magisnya sudah hilang Tak perlulah kita mencuba lagi Betulkan kesilapan perhubungan ini Bila setiap perbincangan Menjadi perbalahan Manakah agaknya cinta kasih Embun pun takkan mampu menyubur sekuntum Bunga yang layu pada musim luruh Yang dulunya mekar di sinar suria Bila sudah kering pasti akan gugur Seperti cinta kita yang jelas ternyata Semakin lama oh semakin rekah Menimbulkan tanya apa mungkin kita Temu kebahagiaan dalam perpisahan Usah titis air mata kau tangiskan Ku dah cukup menampung selautan Begitu lama ku pendam Tapi hanya berdiam Kerna cuba menafi realiti Seperti cinta kita yang jelas ternyata Semakin lama oh semakin rekah Menimbulkan tanya apa mungkin kita Temu kebahagiaan dalam perpisahan Monday, March 19, 2012 dedicated to Hl Its been five we know each other. We went thru thick and thin. We know each other personality. I know I been scolding you these years. Not that I want to scold you, its just irrits me when I see you blur blur sotong. Hahaha. You're sweet and caring. You're always there for me to hear my complaint and nonsense. Thank you yue hui ling. Happy advance birthday. Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.4 Friday, March 16, 2012 Frankly speaking To be honest, i cant wait to resign.  Why? It just tiring. I find myself not like last time, if i dont like something. I will say out. But now, i becoming less straightfwd. Maybe bcos i want not to hurt people feelings. Another thing, i beong straightfwd, i will scold a person badly. I dont want to do that. But ppl just dont learn. I tell em nicely but things wont change. Being supervisor, doesnt mean i can abuse the authority like some other ppl. Im just tired. One more year to go. Intetnship? It was okay. Just that my body clock was being adjusted. Nowadays, i sleep early. I wake early. Etc n etc. Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.4 Labels: tired
When i done crying,you're gone Gone far away from this world