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Sometimes I cry so hard
So sick and tired of all the hurts
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Tuesday, January 1, 2013
1st day of 2013
2012 is over. Yes, welcome to the 2013. 2012, was a roller coaster ride for me. Well, it full of happiness and disappointing moments.
I have nothing much to say here. But i hope that 2013 will be better one for me. Good luck to everyone and to me too.
Friday, June 29, 2012
Felt that i was cheated Yeah, i do feel it. Why? Its because something make me realized that i gone thru shits and this is what i get in the end the day. Then what the different of wearing differ color where you are being paid the same as staff. Paid increase also never inform. This is bull shits. Thanks for making me feel like i was being cheated. Thanks for making me feel very horrible. Thanks gor ruining my trust. You just lose my trust. My mistake? I didn't left when i supposed to. Monday, May 21, 2012
My sleepless nights Okay. Again. I can't sleep. Why? I don't know. Seriously. Maybe a lot of things been on my mind. Mentally tired. Pysically tired. Maybe my passion have gone. I'm really tired of all those bullshits. I felt it's time for me to shut up and gave up. Cos i don't think i can do all those scolding and tolarate all the nonsense. Yes, i might not work 24/7. But those days that i work make me feel that i working everyday. I'm more stress than my full time sup. Why do i bother so much? Don't bother ah. If yesterday and yesterday, i must be bothered. But now i don't want to give a fuck. I guess i just don't care anymore. That's it. When i keep quiet, mean i don't care anymore. Which i know by doing that, outlet confirm going to be in a big mess. But then, who give fuck anymore. Since everyone is like not given a fuck about outlet, so i should follow suit. Too tired to bother. The more i bother, the more no life i am. Everyone like not doing their best. No fun anymore. So i supposed to now? Bring back to those fun time? Me alone doing that? Fuck ah! I not going to do that anymore. Seriously! Yeah i know majorly in outlet in mostly chinese but there are no reason to speak chinese the whole fucking time. No wonder some of them speak such lousy english. Well, like i say, i going to play dumb till next may. Well i have decided. Just shut up and enjoy free shows. Till i graduate. Monday, April 30, 2012
Clearer future Yup letting go of the past. So it will be clear for my future. Tuesday, April 24, 2012
unspoken thoughts
how am i feel now?
mixture.
at a point of time
i feel very happy
another point of time
i feel sad, frustrated, and wanting to run away far away from every single thing.
people will ask, " are you out of your?"
yes i am
why?
the reasons?
i can't see my future clearly
its like blur
i dont know why
what make me bother with all this things
every single things
what should i do?
i lived my life with the flow
sometimes i felt the anger
but what the anger means
i really dont know
if i can run
i will run far away leaving every single
why must live agony
is it because of..
maybe i just leave up to fate. inspiration
my previous post is a lyric of a songs.
this song inspired me to write a story.
a story based on how a girl lose faith in loving guys.
im been wanting to write about it
but i have no ideas how to start on it
will try to start on it soon
Kebahagiaan Dalam Perpisahan
Tak perlu ucapkan sepatah kata
Kerna lantang terbaca dari muka
Kau dan daku sudah tiada
Keserasian di jiwa
Mungkin magisnya sudah hilang
Tak perlulah kita mencuba lagi
Betulkan kesilapan perhubungan ini
Bila setiap perbincangan
Menjadi perbalahan
Manakah agaknya cinta kasih
Embun pun takkan mampu menyubur sekuntum
Bunga yang layu pada musim luruh
Yang dulunya mekar di sinar suria
Bila sudah kering pasti akan gugur
Seperti cinta kita yang jelas ternyata
Semakin lama oh semakin rekah
Menimbulkan tanya apa mungkin kita
Temu kebahagiaan dalam perpisahan
Usah titis air mata kau tangiskan
Ku dah cukup menampung selautan
Begitu lama ku pendam
Tapi hanya berdiam
Kerna cuba menafi realiti
Seperti cinta kita yang jelas ternyata
Semakin lama oh semakin rekah
Menimbulkan tanya apa mungkin kita
Temu kebahagiaan dalam perpisahan
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When i done crying,you're gone
Gone far away from this world |
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